getting personal

think this place lacks some me stuff. guess i just feel that some things aren’t meant to be shared; some things aren’t worth sharing.
what i’ve set up to do since coming from the trip, have so far finished 2/3 of it. just need the most another half a day to finish updating the rest of the photos up and transient will be updated. and then i can go out and start taking photos again. next up is to complete what was left dangling – the dreaded portfolio.
have thought of how i am going to do it and hopefully i can finally put that to rest and finish it.
went back to choir today for a combine for an upcoming concert. i guess i miss singing. though i prefer to yell in the car… but that’s another story. think it will be a welcome break for me. to sing without actually being in the choir. still feel pretty sore over stuffs last year. though the songs aren’t really interesting but well, its a step. to where? back? i don’t know. don’t put my money on that.

aint it cute?
watch shrek 2 couple of days back and totally enjoyed the show. some might say scripts pretty porous but well, its a cartoon. the little stuffs they put into the movie made my day. haven’t enjoyed myself for long while.
mom went for a holiday up north the last few days. did my best to spend as much time with dad when he’s back from work. felt guilty that i don’t put much effort as i see dad sitting in the living room watching tele on his own. guess i took it for granted as mom is always around. makes me wonder about something my parents told me – when you grow old, you’d need someone to get you the glass of water when you can’t do that yourself. companionship.
not that i want to get married. just wondering how one, will be, after so many years with another, to lose another. sometimes that thought make me think of not getting married. should i go, i’ll go alone and don’t have to worry about the other if i go first, or yearn for the other should she go first. guess when i’m older … or find the one … that thought might change.
on a rather not exactly related note, glad to know that my ex has got herself a boyfriend. wishing her eternal happiness. nothing less.
think i’ve gotten quite personal today. just need to get some stuff off me.

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